This week needs prayer

Well we are on the final week of round 2 of clomid. I have so many emotions that Thursday can not come soon enough! On Thursday I will know if a little one was conceived this round or not. Then I would go for test and ultrasounds to make sure the baby had a heartbeat, growing and how many.

I tried so hard not to get my hopes up this round. However, that has now failed. Aaron and so many other people are so sure that this is our month. I pray that they are right. 18 months of heartache due to negative pregnancy test is very hard on the heart, spirit, and pocket! Yes Aaron and I have had some moments this past week that really make us think that this time it has worked. However, we have also had those thoughts before. My feelings are all over the place. Anxious and excited to know but also Sad and down as I think, why would this month be any different?

Please keep us in your prayers this week as we wait and see, not only that there may be a baby but also for the emotions we feel when there is yet again only one line on the pregnancy test.